Had a realization last night that all of our homestudy paperwork will be submitted here in the next few days... The rest of the Dossier paperwork not too far behind that... And I got scared.
What so scary about it? Well the "what-ifs"... Then I remembered my life verse and again, God had a little chuckle up in heaven at my doubting self. God's gonna be with us through this journey no matter what. God will be with us in Ethiopia, but more importantly, God will be with us while we wait. And wait, and wait, and wait, and wait for our boy to be ours. It will happen and when it does these nervous times will be just a memory on a blog I will probably have too little time to update...
So here I am trusting God to help me and being scared out of my mind that I am not good enough for this gift. So say a little prayer for me, think good thoughts, and follow us on this scaryhappylifechanginggiddynotsosurewearefitforthisholycowthisishappening journey! We are so grateful for all of you and can't wait to introduce you to our little man (we really can't wait to be introduced to him, we get him first lol)
I am proud of you both. many people get to overwhalmed at this point and end up calling it quits, or have quit before now. You have such an amazing handle on all of this that to be honest with, I am jelous. I love you both and know beyound a shadow of a doubt that you will be wonderful parents.
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